I see you, sensitive woman - longing to open to your gifts so you can step into your purpose as a healer, light worker, teacher or guide - yet thinking “who am I to be a healer? I’m not powerful like other women - I could never do this?” and lacking confidence, fearing failure, doubting and beating yourself up - or perhaps feeling your power is ‘too much’...

I see you, sensitive soul - your heart is calling you to something more meaningful; you know there’s a bigger soul-calling that you are here for - yet you’re so unsure of yourself - you feel stuck in the mundane, you’re feeling low and suffering from secret meltdowns (for which you beat yourself up), whilst secretly wearing a shiny mask of ‘perfection’ - and you fear ‘failing’ if you open your heart to your true desire to heal yourself and the possibility of living your soul’s purpose.  Perhaps you have a sense you’re here to open to your gifts as a healer, teacher, lightworker or guide and you’re feeling the call to some deeply impactful work in the world with others - because you’ve had an awakening of your own that transformed your life and you sense you could help others do the same.  Yet at the moment, that feels terrifying and a million miles away - you sometimes feel powerless, rather than powerful. Some days you still feel a ‘darkness’ that you judge as ‘unacceptable’, and you can’t meet your own basic needs because you’re running around people-pleasing - and you doubt your power to choose differently.  You’d love to reclaim your power to heal yourself, first.

Oh, I feel your heart.

I suspect you’ve innocently learned to outsource your healing power to other healers, or health professionals, and their ‘quick fix’ promises - yet deep down, you know you really want to learn to harness your own inner healing power. At the same time, you’re scared to fully honour the calls of your heart, secretly fearing you’re both ‘not enough’ and simultaneously that your deep sensitivity is ‘too much’ - and you worry you’re the ‘one person’ who isn’t capable of healing yourself and choosing what’s truly aligned.  Or, you might sometimes wonder if you can even trust your power - it mostly feels destructive and forceful - you often think “what if I caused harm, instead of healing?” - and you feel a bit like a ‘tyrant’. Occasionally you feel like a scared little girl, trapped in a adult woman’s body - pushing through life, wearing a metal protective ‘armour’ - and you’re longing to soften and reclaim your beautiful womanhood.

I so deeply feel you - and I’m here to show you a new way to heal yourself; to hold you as you open to a ‘softer’, more loving power that is innate within you - to help you begin to reclaim what was there all along, but got shamed, lost and fragmented in your wounds.  I see your vulnreable, Feminine, heart-led power - a power that, once reactivated, will have you able to tend the darkness of your inner child in her fear, listen to and trust your body wisdom and begin to confidently honour more powerful choices that are aligned with your sensitive soul (without having to push, force or over-power anyone) - and learn to love yourself more deeply, especially in your fear of failure and helplessness, so that you can keep choosing to tenderly follow your calling at your soul’s pace.  In fact, it’s Archetypal Remedy ‘Aurum’ - or ‘Gold’ - the remedy that alchemises darkness into gold - that will show you the way - in our upcoming 4 week journey of powerful soul-healing…

Here’s my Point of View... 

Many women take these fears as a sign they should ‘give up’ - yet it doesn’t mean this at all - it’s all a perfectly normal part of the journey of opening to your soul purpose.  All of this is simply a sign that you’ve still got some personal healing reclamation of your ‘power’ to do to become the healer you long to be (whether you plan to heal yourself or become a healer for others). 

And Archetypal Remedy, ‘Aurum’ (Gold) has just the medicine…

Archetypal Remedy, Aurum, was the remedy that helped me to begin to tenderly and lovingly open to owning my heart-led Feminine power and see my possibility - to stop outsourcing my healing elsewhere (to doctors, counsellors, psychotherapists, spiritual healers and numbing sticky plasters), and to stop doubting myself and my gifts.  Aurum revealed to me where I was creating life powerfully already (even though it didn’t look like it), only from my unconscious wounds - and showed me how to tenderly love my inner little girl into healing liberation, so that I could choose to create what my heart desired; a more magical, soul-led life as a healer.  

Imagine, waking up each day, and feeling whole, trusting your healing gifts, and feeling a deep sense of knowing that you are making a powerful, healing contribution of service to awakening the world. You’re cosied up at a beautiful desk, with your favourite things surrounding you; perhaps you’re writing articles for magazines, recording a podcast, or being on radio, or sharing your healing gifts in a 1:1 session or in group work, or holding a woman’s circle (and earning good money from that) - or maybe you’re choosing to create some rest and spaciousness and so you have the afternoon off out in nature or at the spa, because that’s what’s aligned for your own soul’s healing.   This is the life that Aurum helped me create - yet once upon a time, it didn’t even feel possible to me, either…

If you’re resonating with this - perhaps your body is coming alive, or you’re feeling goosebumps, or you’re just nodding along, like “yes, yes, this is me”, or perhaps you’re experiencing synchronicities calling you this way (oh hello, there, everything gold!) - then it’s likely your soul is calling you into the tender next steps of opening to your healing power.  Likewise, if you’re instead feeling deep resistance, then know this: soul often calls to us in less than desirable and glamorous ways, so this, too, is just as much a call as resonance is…

Is something stirring in your body, calling you deeper? 

If so, it might be time to activate your inner apothecary and heal your power. Read on…

Next Live Circle Dates

REPLAYS ARE AVAILABLE IF YOU CAn’t Join LIve:

Thursday  25th January 2024 at 2pm GMT / 9am Eastern / 6am Pacific

Thursday 1st February 2024 at 7pm GMT / 2pm Eastern / 11am Pacific

Thursday 8th February 2024 at 2pm GMT / 9am Eastern / 6am Pacific

Please note there is one week off for integration during week commencing 15th February.

Thursday 22nd February 2024 at 7pm GMT / 2pm Eastern / 11am Pacific

Begin

It’s your time to start to lovingly heal and reclaim your Feminine soft-power, so you can live the purpose you were born for.

Will you allow yourself to choose that, sweetheart?

Unfortunately, you have just missed the last round of Aurum - but you might like to check out some of our other journeys and register interest in the next round of Aurum here:

Payment plans available - spread over 3 payments using the ‘Klarna’ checkout option, or email us for more details.

Days until aurum begins:

Hear Olivia’s Experience of Walking the Path...

What Other Women Say About the Path...

Additional Words from Women About The Path...

“The one thing I would say I’ve taken away is that we all have this incredible power and magic within us. It's in you, it's in me, it's in all of us - and working with Nicole will open that door and unlock that and let it out for you to express in the world. And that's a gift that you'll give to the world - and it's why you're here: to use that beautiful power and magic. That's what you're *here* for. Let Nicole help you.” — Tamlyn Godsall, 1:1 client

“The Archetypes were really powerful - in particular understanding how we create everything in our lives, so if we are creating things we don’t want, that points us further towards the power we have to create what we do want in our lives. During the program I was launching my own group program and I’d felt a lot of fear around launching that, and showing myself publicly - I’ve been public before, but this was another step and there was a lot of fear.  The work we were doing with Nicole gave me the tools I needed to be able to work with that fear, rather than push through it - it was a very feminine way of being able to work with the fear and be able to use it to write the posts around the program I was promoting.” — Laura Hill, Crucible Participant

“The Archetypal Remedies are unique - they’re much more about being in our power to heal, and working with the remedy, than being in victim to healing. They help you consciously choose - which is powerful. At first I just dismissed that, but that is powerful because you become aware of what you're doing, what you're focusing on, what your patterns are, what you're creating, and what you're choosing in each moment - because in each moment you're making a choice and the more awareness you have a of your choice and where that choice is coming from, you're able to change that choice - if you want to.” — crucible participant

“My reservation has always been whether the 'painful' route is really necessary. Surely theres another easier option? After all, its all just thought and belief so in the name of spirituality, surely we don’t really have to go there? I realise now that moving into the body is the most spiritual you can get. There’s no where else to go. To feel is to be connected to soul. To feel is to really live. And of course to feel is to heal. This work has been so unique in that it really felt like something had been activated. An effortless opening. A softness, a tenderness. Its unlike anything I’ve ever done before and hard to put into words. Something definitely shifted and my husband also changed towards me during the course, like he had seen me fresh for the first time. Extraordinary.Also the vital importance of going into the body and really feeling what is there. My habits are strong and I have since reverted back to my old ways but I definitely got a taster of what it was to be connected and it felt good, even though it appears to be what I’ve been running from my whole life.” — Deborah Binun, Rosa participant

“Releasing my old patterns of thinking was so powerful. There has definitely been significant healing.” — KR, crucible participant

“Working with Nicole has been nothing short of magical. The way she can hold a group with such love, warmth and care. Her true unconditional love is so very healing. Her gentle, gorgeous way, so knowledgeable, so wise, so humble and so deeply gifted. My journey with Nicole has been a wonderful healing and magical experience that I would highly recommend to anyone feeling the nudge to join. Extra bonus: I now see roses wherever go!" — Rosa participant

“One of the things that was really powerful about working with Nicole was realising that I had an urge to go and rescue everyone else - I’ve seen it’s okay to reclaim my power - and there is a way of doing that with love. If you’re considering this, don’t let the fear of the “witch” + “magic” put you off - these are parts of yourself that you don’t know yet - parts that can bring wonderful insights and healing.” — crucible participant

“I had a huge amount of resistance to choosing into this path; I had so much fear of looking where I didn’t want to look yet I was drawn in by the deep longing to be in my power and start to allow myself to shine, which at the time felt impossible. Looking deeply at my wounds and loving them has been so necessary and healing for me. So much was revealed through this and it was Nicole’s safe space and love which gave me the ability to begin to look there. Doing this has enabled me to see and begin to choose my power and to begin to create what I truly desire.” — JT, crucible participant

“I want to share the feelings of joy and gratefulness that I feel right now for having stepped onto this path.  The desires of my heart were still like soft whispers, covered in layers of fear and shame and beliefs of what was possible for me. And when I look at them from where I'm standing now, after all the work I've done with Nicole, I see I have uncovered and healed so much! I feel so much more space around my desires and I’m in the process of realising them. My heart is so full of gratitude for you, Nicole. For having guided me on this path. I love you. I feel gratitude towards myself, for having the courage and for just following the calling and doing the work. Gratitude for all the sisters I met along the way. And gratitude for life, for soul, for wisdom” — MP, crucible participant

"It was life-changing for me to choose into this work - and it continues to be. Nicole opened my eyes to the profound magic of daily practice. The group showed me what it can be like when sisters come together to be vulnerable and loving, and that intimacy can exist without being shamed or chastised. I’ve learned to see “yucky” or “undesirable” parts of me as fragmented parts of me, shadows that can be loved back into wholeness. I have stepped into my magical power because of the love and wild remedies you so lovingly dosed. I am so, so grateful. Thank you, from the bottom of my heart.” — ES, Feminine Mystery group participant

“Nicole is like a loving fast forward button to deep healing” — crucible participant

Claim your Space in Circle

Is your heart feeling the call?

Unfortunately, you have just missed the last round of Rosa - but you might like to check out some of our other journeys and register interest in the next round of Rosa here:

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FAQ’s

Q: I can’t make the live sessions, can I still join?

A: The live sessions will be recorded and replays will be shared into the groups. They are transmission and teaching circles, rather than sharing circles (sharing goes deep in the group), so whilst there’s the invitation to join us live, it is optional. We do ask that you try and co-create a way to join us for the first live ceremony as it’s nice to gather everyone together and be connected, but it’s not a requirement if it’s a real challenge. We will also space the live sessions across different time zones, so that people can join live at some point.

Q: I’m a complete beginner to magic and I don’t know anything about the Archetypal Remedies or how they work - do I need to?

A: This journey is aimed at those taking the very tender first steps into the Archetypal Apothecary path, which means there are no prerequisites to know anything about magic - or the Archetypal Remedies - at all. There will likely be many women who know nothing about magical healing, but just feel a deep call from their soul to be with us, so you are completely welcome. This will be your first magical initiation. However, if you would like to geek out on the art and science and learn more, you can check out this event we hosted here, which dives into the “What, Why and How of Archetypal Remedies.”

Q: I love the feel of this program and am really called to it - but I’m used to a more spiritual path which says we don’t need to “do” anything - there seems to be a lot of ritual work or practices here. Is that a requirement?

A: Often my clients come from a spiritual ascension path, before they arrive here at the descent to soul. I myself have walked a spiritual path in my work with the Three Principles, and it was very helpful; yet we are here to co-create with soul. This means we are here to create magic here on earth, in our bodies - as that’s really the only place magic can be fully experienced. Our work in this path is that of embodiment - and magical practice and ritual is a hugely important part of that. Will you trust your Soul to be leading you where you need to go?

Q: I’ve done a lot of spiritual work that tells us we don’t need “healing” because it’s all ‘just thought’ - is this for me?

A: I hear you on this one - that was my path too, and it’s also largely where women who journey with me have been (many of them exploring spiritual ascension). It’s not really an either/or - it’s actually both - we co-create as spirit in a body, and this descent back to the body is really the next breadcrumb. Healing is really another word for ‘expansion’ - yet it can be misinterpreted for us needing ‘fixing’ (which we don’t). If we are rejecting ‘healing,’ we ignore the wounds held in our bodies and that leaves them creating unconsciously for us and stealing our focus, without us knowing. To truly create what we desire, we need to come back into our bodies and face these unconscious wounds and love them so that our focus can fully be towards love, spirit and truth. Ultimately, love is the healer, and as we learn to love the parts of ourselves that we have shamed, they no longer steal our focus, and we come back to wholeness and can harness our focus toward what we truly desire. These two podcast episodes will be serving for you - Episode 28 - Do We Need Healing with Dominic Scaffidi + Episode 20 - How to Harness your Focus to Create Intentional Magic with William Whitecloud.

Q: I’m not sure if I want to be a ‘healer, teacher or guide’ - I feel a bit of a call, but it terrifies me, and I’m not sure - is it for me?

A: Yes, this is absolutely for you - most women called to being a healer will feel a lot of fear when they first hear the call to a deeper purpose with their unique gifts, so it’s completely normal that this feels terrifying, and that you’re uncertain if that’s really your calling. This journey is for sensitive souls to heal themselves - and so when I use the word ‘healer’ I am also referring to women who want to learn how to become their own healer. My invitation is to come with an open heart and see what’s revealed as you journey - this is a journey of learning to soften and tend fear, and open to what your heart actually desires, so it’s perfect for where you are, and can be navigated at your soul’s own pace.

Q: I’m an experienced healer - I’ve already explored so many healing modalities - including homeopathy, or aromatherapy - but I’m still struggling to create a business in the world; how is this different to other healing, and is it for me?

A: Whilst some of my women are beginners to healing, it’s also really common that my women have journeyed with #allthehealing before arriving at my door, so this is a really powerful question. The Archetypal Apothecary path offers a totally unique Soul Map for women to heal, discover and express their gifts. Remedies aren’t just another modality or ‘thing to do’ - they offer a unique philosophy that guides women into deeper healing of the fears that are stopping them from expressing their gifts into the world. Our path initiates women into soul - aka the true science and art of deep healing - and it is likely that this will be the deepest work of your life yet. It is work that helps you to make conscious all that has previously been unconscious, which is rare in the ‘quick fix’ healing world (and why this path has been intentionally designed). Many of my women have explored other modalities and found them unhelpful in isolation (it’s not an either/or - it’s both) - because they lack the deep healing homeopathic, archetypal and energetic healing work that is integrated in this path to heal all of the trauma layers in the way of you being a healer in the world. And that’s really the key to why my women haven’t yet become healers and birthed their business. This deep healing of your healer wound will help you to begin this journey into actualising your soul purpose.

Q: Is this circle only for women?

Yes, this circle is for women only, because the work we will be doing is about becoming aware of and honouring different aspects of the Feminine, including biology, experiences, energetics and cycles that are specific to female bodies.

Q: My nervous system is already activated enough with fear - I’m not sure I’m ready for being triggered. And yet, I’m really called to this - is it for me?

A: This circle is intentionally designed to guide sensitive women through the most loving of healing - one of the most important principles of this path is love. You will be led by Nicole into learning to tend lovingly to your wounds, until you know deeply in your bones that all of you is welcome. The whole point of this is that your nervous system will learn that someone with power (aka you) has shown up with the loving tending it longs for.

Q: I am not sure I trust magic - I’m more logical and prefer scientific explanations for things, but I am still feeling drawn to this, but I’ve a preference for knowing “how” - is this for me?

A: This is perhaps one of the biggest paradoxes that many sensitive women hold; their simultaneous love for and hate of magic. There’s often a deep mistrust and rejection of magic in women who are here with magical gifts, whilst also being drawn to it, time and time again - I’ve been there, and know it well. Sensitive women will commonly completely deny their magic by going into more logical things and trying to ‘rationalise’ it, or explain it with science - and it’s all, ultimately, a way of innocently bypassing their unique gifts. The fact that you’re in this paradox suggests that you are a healing one - because usually there is some deep resistance when women are truly magical - and so it’s likely actually the very program you need. Will you trust your desire to lead?

Q: I’ve heard you talking about the ‘Secret Witch’ and I’ve real resistance to the idea of “being a “witch” - does this mean it isn’t for me?

A: It is so common for my women to have resistance to the idea of being a ‘Secret Witch’ because she’s a mirror for the parts of ourselves we fear - the way we work with these powerful Archetypal Remedies is that they activate hidden parts of our soul or psyche that we have kept hidden for so long. When we resonate with stories that activate us - like the Secret Witch - this can can create some resistance or triggering, because usually these parts of us want to stay hidden for the very reason that it keeps us safe to hide who we are. So, if you have resistance, it’s actually more likely that this is the exact healing you need to create your more meaningful life.

Q: I’m really called to this path but it feels really “unknown” and I’m a bit nervous to go there. How can I get over the fear of joining?

A: This is again such a common and welcome fear along this journey. The path of soul is not easy - and it is not for everyone - but you’ll know if it is calling you because you’ll begin to be activated in ways you’ve not felt before - and you may also begin to notice synchronicities calling to you. The only way to really overcome this is to offer yourself as much love as possible to the parts of you that want to ‘know’ the way. If you are sensing it is for you, then it likely is for you - and it will keep calling you until you answer. Can you offer yourself the love you need to choose it anyway?

Q: I don’t even know if magic or power are available to me- I have a sense my gifts are ‘too big’ for me - what if I’m the one person that it’s not possible for?

A: I think this is the question that pretty much all of my women feel applies to them; and this fear is so welcome. And still, I’ve never met a woman drawn to working with the Archetypal Apothecary who isn’t magical and powerful (even though she likely doesn’t feel it). Usually there is simply some deeper fear about capability and worthiness that is in the way of you seeing your gifts. Paradoxically, this is the very work that Archetypal Apothecary healing modality guides you into seeing. The greatest paradox in the path of soul is that the wisdom we gain within the journey helps us to see the truth we feel we need to choose it; so the deeper invitation is to allow yourself to be courageous and choose to trust your heart to lead - this is the deep work here. The only ticket required to enter the gateway to this journey is hope for your possibility.

Q: Is sharing required in this program? I’m a bit nervous to share in front of other people.

A: I can almost guarantee that every woman joining this program will feel this fear of being seen and sharing. And, in our introductory journeys, the live circle element is more of a teaching circle, which will mean there is little sharing required - unless you have a question or long to share something in the space where you are invited to. There is a beautiful group for the sisterhood to connect deeper, where you can share as much of your heart as you long to - this is your journey and you choose how deeply you go and how much you offer of yourself (though you’ll get more from it if you do choose to share).

Q: I'm drawn to this but life is really busy and don't know how I'll fit it in to my schedule.

A: This is a common resistance of the women who have a deep call to this program, because it is ingrained in us by the world to put 'things to be done' first. And, if you’re feeling this, it means it is actually even *more* of a confirmation that this journey will be especially deeply serving for you. Your own Archetypal Apothetcary is calling to you because the powerful part of your soul wants you to see that you hold the power to create a whole new way of being in life. Will you choose to hear her?

Reach out if you’ve any more questions that will help you choose…

If you’re still unsure whether ‘Aurum’ can help you...

Oh my heart, if you’re still reading this far, I’m honouring you for still being here; and I can sense you have some understandable fears or reservations arising.  Believe me, I know it’s feeling like a risk for you to choose into a journey like this - and you may be thinking “will this be worth it?” or “what if this is another thing that just doesn’t work?” or “can I really do this?” - or “what will others think if I allow myself to choose this, and I powerfully create healing transformation?”  I want you to know, these are all such normal fears, and they’re so welcome in my space - and you’ll come to learn to love yourself in these, if it’s aligned for you to join us.  

I’d love to know: if you’re still not sure, what is it you need to create from our journey together, in order for it to be worth choosing?  Message me to let me know and we can explore if what you desire is possible in this group program…

If you’ve not already, I’d recommend you see our vast number of testimonials from other women above, and I invite you to check out some of the above FAQ’s, to help you see if your particular question is answered there.  

Regarding my own experience, I’ve been guiding women in their healing journeys for a decade - and you don’t have to just take my word for it - our work with Archetypal Remedies has been featured in lots of press.  Over the years, I’ve shared my voice as a leading specialist in both healing and mainstream press, including Soul and Spirit Magazine, Holistic Therapist Magazine, Kindred Spirit Magazine, Tiny Buddha blog, Yoga Magazine, Metro, Badass Woman’s hour radio, Natural Health Magazine, Oh Magazine, Wellbeing Magazine, True Health, Sivana East, MgGill Media and many others - and written educational pieces for holistic colleges, including leading homeopathic college the Centre for Homeopathic Education (CHE) in London and New York. I’ve also hosted events at leading holistic wellbeing festivals like Rest Fest, The Life Centre and More Yoga in London, sharing my keynote talks.  I’m fully insured as a professional, qualified healer, and am a specialist Consultant for global healing organisations and suppliers, including Base Formula, for whom I regularly write educational blogs.

If you’re just beginning here, we also intentionally offer a Starter Pack which contains lots of great free resources - including an Illumination Workbook and free Taster Healing Journey with Archetypal Rosa, as well as links to our press features, blogs, podcasts and free workshops around ‘how’ the magical technology of the path works. I’d recommend you begin here as it is intentionally designed to help you begin the journey yourself and get a taster to see if you like our work.  Check it out below, along with a free taster experience of Aurum herself…

Watch the Replay of our ‘Aurum’ Taster Event

Watch our ‘taster experience’ of Aurum below:

how to know if you’re ready to own your healing gifts - even if you doubt your power

Want a Taster? Begin with our Starter Pack, Illumination Workbook and Free Journey with Archetypal Rosa...

How to know if you’re ready to heal your soul & open to your healing gifts

- even if it’s terrifying

PS: To Recap...

To recap: in this journey, you’ll open to healing with Archetypal Remedy, Aurum (Gold), which will lovingly guide you into your body for healing reclamation of your soft, Feminine power, so you can begin to heal your self-doubt and choose to open to your soul’s meaningful purpose.  It’s a tender step towards becoming a healer - for yourself or others (without having to obliterate your life and run away to the woods!).  This journey is the result of over a decade of my experience as a healer, teacher and guide, and offers the path I *wish* I’d had so that I didn’t spend all the time, energy and money I did; all carefully and magically curated to guide you along your journey in the most loving way possible.  This is a popular group program, which I won’t be running again for a while - and spaces are limited and expected to go quickly, so if you’re feeling the call, ensure you secure your space with us in circle.

Still Not Ready? That’s Okay...

I completely honour when it’s just not the aligned time for women to join - and it’s really important to me that women honour that for themselves, because we want you to join our programs and feel able to engage and get the most from them.  I’d recommend tuning into your heart beyond the fear, and weighing up the costs and benefits of joining, in order to choose consciously, and if it is still not aligned, then I’d recommend listening to our Secret Witch Show podcast which is full of gems for you to travel yourself - you can check that out here (and join our Secret Witch Society on Facebook, to share with us too):

TERMS OF CONTRACT:

This requires a commitment to your soul, therefore payments are non-refundable.