I see you, Secret Witch - hiding your Feminine magic, mistrusting your deep wisdom, and doubting your healing gifts. Youโre realising you have this deep soul call to being a healer - perhaps youโve experienced some awakening within your own life that youโre starting to feel โI could do something with thisโ - but it feels terrifying, and so you keep your magic hidden.
You feel all the fear - the phrase โSecret Witchโ might even scare you, though it brings resonance too. Sometimes you feel like an โimposterโ, wondering if you even โhaveโ magical gifts, or if magic is โrealโ - and yet you feel the strange paradoxical feeling that if you *donโt* do something with these secret hidden magical gifts you have, youโll *die* with them still inside you - and the thought of getting to the end of your life and knowing you *didnโt* do something with this magic breaks your heart. You know you have to share these gifts and manifest a more magical life.
I see you - youโve spent a lifetime self-doubting and mistrusting your inner Feminine magic and wisdom, pushing it down and favouring or prioritising the perceived โsafetyโ of logic, for the fears of not trusting the โmysteryโ, losing control and being seen as a โlunaticโ. Perhaps youโve disconnected from your wombโs wisdom and your โmessyโ, inconvenient - sometimes painful - Feminine cycle (your bleed has likely felt like an โannoyanceโ), suppressing and numbing your body and her natural rhythms and deep intuition. Youโve shamed your changeable, sensitive emotions, your vivid dreams and your knowing premonitions. Youโve pushed yourself to create a life that doesnโt really live up to what youโd hoped - and now youโre feeling exhausted, and alone, longing to be a healer, yet also wondering โam I really cut out for being a healer?โ and feeling like an imposter.
Oh, I feel your heart, magical one.
You loop around feeling the undeniable call to all things magical - you know thereโs something greater than โthisโ mundane life, and that you have some hidden purpose - yet youโre scared to step into your healing gifts and magical manifestation power because you mistrust that magic can be truly real and trusted. You wonder: โwhat if this is just a โfantasyโ? What if Iโll just become part of a โwitchy cultโ? What if I donโt have magic like other people do? Can I really trust my bodyโs wisdom? Am I really able to manifest?โ Your brilliant mind has spent a lifetime being conditioned that the only thing thatโs โvaluableโ is logic - something more โunderstandable,โ โpredictableโ, which can be โreasonedโ - yet you know in your *bones* that magic is real, from the signs, synchronicities, and unexplainable things that have occurred in your lifetime. Itโs undeniable - and yet, you still find yourself doubting yourself, questioning your inner wisdom, resisting magic and mistrusting the mystery of the creative, flowing Feminine wayโฆ
I feel you - and Iโm here to show you a new way to heal yourself - to connect to your innate magic within, and begin to know you can trust your Feminine wisdom, and embrace your healing gifts (even amidst the fear of your gifts not being logical, being judged as a lunatic, or fearing you arenโt magical or โuniqueโ enough). These fears donโt mean youโre not here to be a magical healer - they just mean that youโre really a secretly magical woman, who shames her magic. Itโs time for you to begin to tune back into your natural rhythms, your inner wisdom and begin to trust the mystery, so you can open more fully to who you are - and embrace your healing gifts.
I see your possibility to reclaim your Feminine magic, mystery and wisdom. Itโs Archetypal Remedy Luna (the Moon as youโve not worked with her before) who will show you the way and help you begin to heal yourself and begin to heal your self-doubt as to whether your magic is real - in our upcoming 6 week journey to reclaim your inner magical โwise womanโโฆ
This is for you if...
๐ค you know itโs your destiny to be a healer (witch) but you doubt yourself. Youโve a secret sense youโre here for something more meaningful, magical, heart-led and purposeful - maybe you have a mysterious connection with the moon, or feel synchronicities and premonitions, or channel ideas or secretly commune with spirits - but you constantly feel an โimposterโ, and never feel โgood enoughโ to embrace your magic
๐ค you feel trapped in your busy, dull, grey, unfulfilling, โlogicalโ, linear life of chaos and drama, and struggle to create space for your witch. You find it hard to juggle mundane and magic - youโre constantly putting out fires - and you long to learn to create life differently; itโs time to manifest a more magical life
๐ค youโre sensitive and โfeelโ more than others; youโre often easily overwhelmed by things like noises, lights, odours, touch, electricity, people, and โother worldsโ. You have big emotions, and no matter how hard you try to suppress them and be more โpositiveโ, you explode in a meltdown of anxiety, which you shame yourself for
๐ค you experience low energy and nervous exhaustion - your body whispers (or shouts) to you with fatigue, tension, pain, or numbness. You may suffer with โwombโ symptoms or mysterious Feminine cyclical disorders (e.g. menstrual pain, endometriosis, PCOS), and youโve a sense thereโs a hidden underlying pattern to heal (youโve outsourced your healing to โquick fixesโ in the past and now youโd like to learn to heal yourself)
๐ค youโre hyper-vigilant (youโve a brilliant mind) and attempt to predict and control all future problems, trying to solve them from a โlogicalโ place (and youโd like to learn how to flow better) OR you tend to numb and distract from your problems - with things like work, tv, food, alcohol, drugs, scrolling social media or other โquick fixesโ
๐ค you run around people-pleasing at the expense of your energy, feeling helpless, emotional and, resentful, leaving very little time for youself - or, if you ever do honour your own needs, you feel selfish, self-indulgent, shameful and guilty - because you fear what people will think of you if you say โNoโ so you can prioritise yourself and your magic
Maybe itโs time to:
Heal
your Self-Doubt.
Trust
your Healing Wisdom.
Embrace
your Feminine Mystery.
Manifest
Magic.
your Feminine Mystery.
Manifest
Magic.
Magic.
The way youโve been feeling makes sense, magical one. If youโre anything like me, I used to doubt myself, fearing not being able to trust the Feminine flow of life, not being able to trust my inner wisdom and not being able to trust my soul. I spent my whole life mistrusting my deeper magical purpose, self-doubting, pushing my healing gifts away and fearing losing control and being judged as a โlunaticโ if I embraced and trusted it.
I didnโt see that I was simply a โmagicalโ one who had been born into a world that valued โlogicโ and made โmagicโ wrong and untrustworthy.
Iโd always felt a deep yearning to be a healer, and I approached it logically, gaining all the certificates - in reiki, aromatherapy, homeopathy (you name it, Iโve probably โtrainedโ in it) - but I later felt stuck because no matter how much I spent on training (and I totalled Iโd spent over ยฃ90,000), I still never fully manifested โsuccessโ as a healer. I *still* felt the deep fear of being able to trust my body and my deeper intuition to guide me - and unable to confidently trust my magical gifts and express them into the world.
Until I worked with Archetypal Luna - the Moon - as an Archetypal Remedyโฆ
Hereโs my Point of View...
Many women take this fear of being โmagicalโ and assume their self-doubt means they arenโt cut out to be healers - yet it doesnโt mean this at all. The fears of trusting our โmagicโ (and therefore โlosing control, failing, losing approvalโ or โfeeling unsafeโ) is a normal part of the journey of opening to our soul purpose. And all it really means is thereโs still some personal healing reclamation of our โmagicโ to do to become the healer we long to be (whether we plan to heal ourselves or others).
Because becoming a healer is just that: a *becoming*.
Weโve simply not been taught this in the โquick fixโ (Masculine) path, which has us sold on the idea of becoming a healer being โeasyโ and โfastโ (Iโm sorry to be the bearer of truth, but the reality is the path of soul is never easy, and itโs best taken slowly and tenderly).
What I learned along the way is that this natural fear of our โmagicโ is really just one of the Secret Witch wounds - one of the deep โwounded healerโ fears that aspiring healers have to heal for themselves along the journey of โbecomingโ a healer.
My point of view is that this โself-doubtโ of your magic doesnโt mean youโre not cut out for being a healer - itโs simply time to heal your inner healerโs mistrust of your inner magic and learn to trust your own wisdom, so you can heal yourself of your healer wounds and become who your soul was born to be -
and Archetypal Luna (Moon) has just the remedy. ๐
Archetypal Luna was the remedy that help me begin to rekindle the connection to my Feminine body and her manifestation power, so I could hear my intuition more deeply, and embrace my inner magic and healing gifts. Sheโs the ultimate reclamation of our inner โwise womanโ, who helps us reclaim the lost (shamed) parts of our magical sensitive souls - to learn to stop doubting, trust our inner magic, our gifts, our deep intuition and wisdom and sink into embracing the flowing mystery, creating our lives from there.
Prior to that, Iโd doubt if magic was โrealโ - Iโd question if I really had any โmagicalโ healing gifts, Iโd put other healers on a pedestal thinking โI donโt have magic like thatโ - or โIโm not magical enoughโ. Iโd question if magic was something Iโd โmade upโ, or a โfantasyโ that Iโd like to trust. I doubted if I was just simply a โlunaticโ, as my deeply sensitive body felt the changes of the Full Moon and I was lying wide awake at witching hour, in the middle of the night, channelling all sorts of magical ideas, or communing with spirits. From there, I wasnโt fully able to โopenโ to my gifts and possibility to be a healer - because of the fear. It wasnโt until I went on a journey of โpersonalโ healing and reclamation of my โmagical soulโ that I was able to fully step in, open to my magical gifts and manifestation power, and discover what I was truly here for (before I reclaimed my trust in my gifts, Iโd been โthinkingโ my way into my gifts, logically) - and truly make the impact with others I longed for in my heart.
In working with a Soul Guide to peel back the layers of my soul, I learned how to open my heart to magic and the Great Mystery (even in her inconvenient nudges), and learned to really step into trusting my magical healing gifts - loving myself in my fear, tenderly following the next breadcrumb, in my soulโs time, and without having to obliterate my life.
I realised that Iโd been working with the energetic archetypal remedy of Archetypal Luna - and working with her more consciously helped me not only to open to my gifts, but to manifest all sorts of magic in my life. Unexpectedly, embracing my true inner magic and reclaiming my wholeness (like the light of the Full Moon), helped me heal my relationships with my family, be a loving role model to my baby girl and magnestise dream soul clients. I learned to harness my Feminine magic to create *all* of life - manifesting the most magical life I once could never have imagined. Having healed this for myself, I began to see the same patterns showing up for other women who were born for more magic, and I created the Archetypal Apothecary healing modality - grounded in both my experience and standing on ancient legs of magical universal healing laws and principles - to guide magical women into their healing gifts.
Archetypal Luna became one of the foundational Archetypal Remedies of my Archetypal Apothecary path, which now offers the path I needed back then - guiding women into the 3 steps of Self-Healing, Discovery and Expression of their gifts, so that you can heal your inner healer and save the time, energy and money it cost me (over a decade and ยฃ90,000), and become a healer in just 3 years.
One of the fears I felt in this journey was that I couldnโt ever โtrustโ my magic - that I wasnโt โmagicalโ enough to be a healer, or that magic wasnโt โsafeโ, or that Iโd lose โcontrolโ or that people would โjudgeโ my magic as โweirdโ and that Iโd be โaloneโ. I was scared of embracing this part of me that my inner little girl had innocently shamed to keep me safe. What I found was, the more I learned to embrace this part of me, the safer I felt to express it - and the more magically I began to manifest my life, by embracing the โrealโ me.
You are not alone, my love. We have a whole community of Secret Witches learning to embrace their gifts - and it is so healing to gather in circle with other women in this way, connecting deeply to magic, so we can begin to gather evidence to inform our confidence that this really *is* who we are - and that this aspect of us is so loved and welcome.
Itโs helpful to remember: you wouldnโt feel a call to Luna if you werenโt *born* here for magic.
Andโฆ Until we honour her calls, she will keep knocking - and we will forever feel this split between the magic and the mundane.
Imagine 3 months from now... Come on a journey with me...
Imagine 3 months from now. Youโre feeling more connected to the magic of your Feminine body, and her rhythms and cycles - and youโve begun to learn to trust your wisdom and deeper intuition, healing your self-doubt. You're tuning into your heartโs deeper, witchier calls, and holding a magical vision to manifest whatโs in your heart - and even though it may not look entirely โpossibleโ to you, yet, youโre willing to be in the mystery of the magic and stay open to possibility. Youโre learning to trust your inner nudges, and open to signs and synchronicities - and magical, ritualistic ways of calling your desires in.
Most importantly - whatever your magical soul longs for - youโre learning to welcome *all* the previously shamed and โsecretโ magical parts of yourself, tending your sensitive nervous system and loving yourself deeply enough to hear your sensitive emotions, and more fully embrace your magical way of being in the world. Youโre listening to and feeling more connected to your intuition and trusting the signs and synchronicities youโve been experiencing. Youโre trusting yourself to listen to your body, feeling more energised and โtopped upโ. Youโre aware of the deeper underlying fears that have had you doubting yourself and stopping you from trusting your magic - and youโve experience of the realness of โalchemyโ - so that you are able to love yourself in those old patterns - and begin to choose differently - into holding your magical vision and trusting yourself to flow with the mystery. Youโve gained a beautiful magical sisterhood and community around you, and you feel safe to express your magic with them. Perhaps youโre even beginning to share your magical worldview with your partner or family, and loving yourself in the messiness of that. You might even be leaning into opening to โadmitโ you have magical gifts that you desire to step into, or trusting your gifts more deeply. Youโll most definitely be hearing the deeper calls of your magical soul, and opening to manifesting them. If youโre further down the โhealerโ path (which isn't a requirement, this is for any sensitive magical woman who longs to heal herself), you might begin to reveal more about your unique healing gifts, or be leaning into expressing yourself more โmagicallyโ in your business - perhaps youโre showing up and embracing your โmagicโ on podcasts, or sharing your message at events, or working more intimately with 1:1 clients, or sharing the magic that has been in your heart for ages on social media, with deep love. Either way, wherever you are in your journey, you have a much deeper sense of your own โinner magicโ - and youโre beginning to love and welcome this part of you that has been kept so secret - until now.
This is what Luna helped me create - even though at one point it felt impossible to me, too.
If youโre resonating with this - perhaps youโre feeling โtruthbumpsโ, or youโre nodding along like โyes, yes, this is meโ, or perhaps youโre experiencing synchronicities calling you this way (hello โmoonsโ showing up everywhere!) - then itโs likely your soul is calling you to the tender next steps of opening to rekindle your magic. Likewise, if youโre instead feeling deep resistance (especialy to the idea of being a โSecret Witchโ, then know this: soul often calls to us in less than desirable and glamorous ways, so this, too, is just as much a call as resonance isโฆ
Is something stirring in your body, calling you deeper? If so, it might be time to activate your inner apothecary and reclaim your magic. Read onโฆ
Your Journey with โLunaโ (Archetypal Moon)
Our 6 week journey with Archetypal Remedy, โLunaโ (Moon) - in which you will be guided to channel the Archetypal Remedy for your own self-healing - is the initiation into your inner magic. The energetic remedy we will be working with is โLunaโ - which is actually the archetypal energy of the Moon - she is one of our โMagical Queendomโ Remedies, which means she is a remedy of something that cannot be โfully explainedโ - a remedy of the โmysteryโ - which holds up a mirror and helps us to embrace that aspect within ourselves.
Luna offers the journey into unconditionally loving and welcoming *all* the magical parts of you that want to express - including your (once shamed) sensitive, deep intuition and knowing, your Feminine cycles and rhythms (even if you no longer have a menstrual cycle, or womb), and deeply magical and unique healing gifts. Luna reveals a place beyond the self-doubt, and the fight between โmundaneโ or โmagicโ - revealing a โthird wayโ where you can courageously open to the full expression of your magical soul and healing โwise womanโ. She will call you into her โmagicalโ energetic, helping you begin to illuminate the wounding patterns that stop you from trusting your Feminine body wisdom, your healing gifts, the signs, synchronicities, vivid dreams, channelling and premonitions you experience, and alig you with your deeper, more magical soul purpose. She will reveal where youโre being called to love *all* of yourself and embrace your inner magic, unapologetically.
Within a circle of women, weโll journey together exploring and creating around these themes:
cyclical Feminine wisdom (even if you no longer have a menstrual cycle - or womb)
manifestation
soul alchemy
universal laws and principles of real magic
The unique Archetypal Apothecary path guides you in transmissions of the Archetypal Remedy, โLunaโ (Moon), harnessing energy healing, self-illumination, embodiment practices, nervous system tending, inner child tending, and magical initiation and practice like ritual and visioning - in your own home and in the wild.
Based on the Universal law and healing principle, โsimilia similibusโ (like cures like), Archetypal Luna (Moon) is a remedy that calls you from mistrusting your magic and feeling trapped in a mundane life that doesnโt suit your sensitive needs, helping you heal your fears of trusting your healing gifts, and reconnect to your deep, cyclical Feminine womb wisdom to manifest a magical life as a wise woman. She offers the tender steps into reclamation of your Feminine magic, mystery and wisdom.
We gather in circle on Thursdays, online via Zoom and in our community for 6 weeks, whilst the veil is thin between the two worlds, this October. Iโm creating a group container in this way to provide a much more accessible way to work with me than my 1:1 fees allow, and making it possible for anyone to join globally.
Itโs a potent healing space, where youโll be held lovingly - and, perhaps for the first time in your life youโll begin to understand the phrase โall is welcomeโ. Thereโs no โsharingโ required from you in the live circles, but there will also be a private community group which is a beautiful and alchemical space for you to share with sisters along the journey - and some space to share in circle, if desired.
Youโll Receive:
1 x 90 minute live Opening Ceremony (via Zoom) for Archetypal Remedy dosing, transmission and healing initiation
Weekly invitations (enquiries, rituals and embodiment practices) to engage with at home and in the wild
2 x 90 minute live โteachingโ and โsharingโ (optional) circles for integration support
1 x 90 minute Closing Ceremony to honour and share wisdom and learning from your journey
Q&A opportunities
Transmissions from Nicole to deepen the journey
Full integration support and holding from Nicole in the group, for 6 weeks, for anything that arises to be healed
Sisterhood - a global coven of magical sisters sharing deep work - these go way deeper than your average โmuggleโ group, and most of the integration happens in this space
Lifetime access to all replays and group alchemy
Youโll Become a Woman Who Is:
๐ releasing self-doubt and starting to feel you can open to your possibility as a magical, Feminine healer, teacher or guide - a โwise womanโ with *unique* gifts - youโll be opening to admitting you have magical gifts (whether just to yourself and your sisters, or to the wider world), and holding this heartโs vision as your intention - even if that does feel terrifying.
๐ welcoming home the sensitive, magical โwitchyโ parts of yourself youโve kept โsecretโ and shamed - including your โsensitiveโ emotions, your โinconvenientโ intuition, your โwierdโ pull to the magic of the moon that you fear might have you judged as a โlunaticโ - and all other โmagicalโ aspects of yourself that youโve โshamedโ as โunwelcomeโ, โunlovableโ - or โuntrustworthyโ
๐ cultivating a deeper sense of connection to the inner intuitive wisdom held in your Feminine body and her natural rhythms, so you can be guided by her and welcome your bodyโs (sometimes messy, painful) intuitive calls - and beginning to heal physically and reclaim energy and vitality
๐ opening your heart to trusting the magic of life more deeply - youโre allowing yourself to flow with the mystery, alchemise darkness into gold, and begin to trust the magical signs and synchronicites youโve been ignoring, following the next soul breadcrumb that is revealed, loving yourself in your fear and tending to the parts of you that have been scared to trust
๐ beginning to kindle your magical, creative, โmanifestationโ power - tuning into your heart to begin to create from there and liberating the โlogicalโ part of you that has led until now, working with magical practices and universal laws and principles to create a soul-led life (and letting your inner little girl know that youโre safe to embrace magic in this way)
In other words, youโll have begun the tender healing journey into rekindling trust in your healing wisdom, embracing your Feminine bodyโs mysterious intuition, and manifesting magic - opening to trust your healing gifts and taking aligned-action towards your meaningful purpose as a healer, teacher or guide.
This is a fit for you if you:
are a sensitive woman who wants to stop โfixingโ and lovingly open to your power and the possibility to heal yourself magically
are longing for an authentic, soul-paced journey to learn how to lovingly reclaim your inner magic (and you want to own your responsibility to do that)
will devote to watching the replay of the live circles within 48 hours (recommended maximum) so you can keep at a soul-aligned pace with the journey
are ready to choose to create a small amount of time for yourself (recommended 30 minutes per day) to devote to ongoing weekly invitations (enquiries, practices and rituals) at your soulโs pace - even when that feels โinconvenientโ
are willing to look in the mirror at sometimes difficult-to-see underlying patterns that arise to be seen around your magic, and receive full support - including powerful, loving reflections of truth that may at times feel uncomfortable
feel a call to a life of more powerful meaning and impact - perhaps as a healer, teacher or guide, even if that feels terrifying (though you may also not know this specifically - all sensitive souls are welcome)
are willing to honour the sacredness of the journey, by engaging (in whatever way feels aligned and comfortable to you)
This is not a fit for you if you:
want to keep outsourcing your power to โquick fixesโ - I wonโt be healing you, because we can only heal ourselves
you donโt want to create a small amount of space for yourself each day to dive into the deep work in the invitations - enquiries, practices, rituals
you arenโt here look deeply in the mirror at your wounds or to learn to open through your fears, elevate beyond feeling at the mercy of a mundane life and lovingly tend your nervous system and inner little girl
have other priorities that are currently higher than your self-healing (please choose this wholeheartedly)
want to rush the journey of becoming a healer and want to keep trying healing and marketing โquick fixesโ which diminish your true power
arenโt female - this is for women only because the work we will be doing is about becoming aware of and honouring different aspects of the Feminine, including biology, experiences, energetics and cycles specific to female bodies.
Commitment
Luna is a powerful journey - a tender next step in your initiation. It will reveal and begin to heal things youโve not previously opened to look at. Luna is only for you if youโll take responsibility for your power, walk into the fire and submit to magical initiation.
You will work live with one specific intention youโd like to transform - come with one in mind.
Next Live Circle Dates
Youโve missed our LIVE circle -
However, you can find the replay version in our Secret Witchโs Apothecary Membership
Investment
6 weeks of soul initiation.
Investment of ยฃ377.
NOTE: This is the only time Iโll be running โLunaโ at this low investment - and for a while, as other Archetypes are calling to me to express next; so if you are called, donโt delay. Spaces are limited, so if youโd like to join please do honour that call sooner as these lower investment crucibles tend to fill fast (weโve enrolled for other Archetypal Remedies before theyโve even been released). My 1:1 fees begin at ยฃ3333, so this is an incredible opportunity to begin to walk the path at a much lower investment.
Begin
Can you hear the magic of your Feminine mystery calling you, Ancient one?
Itโs your time to rekindle the deeper magic your soul was born for.
Will you honour that call, sweetheart?
Unfortunately, you have missed the live round of Luna - but you might like to check out our monthly-subscription Secret Witchโs Apothecary Membership here, where thereโs a whole library of self-paced Archetypal Remedy journeys (including Luna) - and other live healing circles:
Hear Tammyโs Experience of Walking the Path...
What Other Women Say About the Path...
โit confirmed my magicโ
โBefore this journey, I hadnโt really believed in my magic side, Iโd been discovering it but not really trusting it. But in the final circle, a few women bathed me in words like โtranscendent and other-worldlyโ and it confirmed my magic; something that Iโd been doubting about myself.
I have a better idea of what my own medicine and gifts are - who I came here to be and how I can be of service to others. I had agreed to develop a collaboration with another organisation before the group journey and I feel like the work I did in this journey to get to know myself has made it easier for me to get across what itโs all about, what Iโm all about, and how I can help others to find their own magic through their voice. Itโs made my path a lot more clear.โ
- Laura Hill, Crucible Participant
Additional Words from Women About The Path...
โThe one thing I would say Iโve taken away is that we all have this incredible power and magic within us. It's in you, it's in me, it's in all of us - and working with Nicole will open that door and unlock that and let it out for you to express in the world. And that's a gift that you'll give to the world - and it's why you're here: to use that beautiful power and magic. That's what you're *here* for. Let Nicole help you.โ โ Tamlyn Godsall, 1:1 client
"Participating in this program has been a phenomenal experience that is truly inspirational. Knowing now that I am so much more powerful than I think I am and my life can truly be what I want it to be is exhilarating! Going forward after this program, my life will never be the same; my eyes have been opened to so much possibility within myself. I now embrace the magic within me and all around me!" โ TA, crucible participant
โThe journey is very safe and very Feminine, based in Feminine energy. And so soft but with that strength of being held - it allows for that transformation and magic to arise.โ โ crucible participant
โWorking with Nicole has been nothing short of magical. The way she can hold a group with such love, warmth and care. Her true unconditional love is so very healing. Her gentle, gorgeous way, so knowledgeable, so wise, so humble and so deeply gifted.โ โ Deborah Binun, Rosa participant
โWild expression is just being who I am, but feeling safe with that. Because through my old stories, I felt very unsafe with being wild. My experiences of living with my wild parents, it made me feel like I had to barrier myself against wildness and against magic - and I've learned that Iโm safe to be wild, safe to be magic. Safe to express it.โ - Victoria Brown, 1:1 client
โTo anyone considering hiring Nicole, if you're sitting in front of her and you're having this conversation with her, it's probably a Yes already because you wouldn't be there if it wasn't. You'll absolutely have the most magical journey and you'll get way more than you ever thought possible. You'll get to know yourself better, you'll get to know your gifts better, you'll be expressing them in the world, you'll have much more clarity on your vision, you will have help with everything that you're going through - whatever you bring to each session with Nicole, Nicole is there, holding the space. And so she's magical, she's powerful, she's gentle, she's a friend and you'll just absolutely love the journey. There's absolutely no regrets that I've had. I did two journeys with Nicole - and probably will do more in the future. So, feel into your heart and your heart will know the answer. It'll be magic. โ - Tamlyn Godsall, 1:1 client
โI have illuminated layers of wounding and old stories. I came to a new and higher level of loving myself which feels amazing, powerful magical and so healing.โ - Marion, Aurum participant
โIf youโre considering this, donโt let the fear of the โwitchโ + โmagicโ put you off - these are parts of yourself that you donโt know yet - parts that can bring wonderful insights and healing.โ โ crucible participant
โThis journey has been so illuminating. I've been able to start to more consistently honor my intuition, that inner voice that often speaks to me, which I sometimes hear and sometimes shy away from (for fears of what it might mean to answer it). I've begun to see myself in my authentic expression and welcome it, and feel empowered in that and believe my inner knowing. And be seen by other like-minded, powerful gifted women. This feels so deeply satisfying. Iโve awokenโฆ to that inner voice. It has been a truly magical experience, and I am so grateful to Nicole for pouring her heart into this work, and for being such an available and present guide. She is such a gift!! She actually responds to everything we share individually, and offers such meaningful reflections. She can help you look behind blocks and go into spaces you may have wanted to go but hid from until you felt truly safe, or even illuminate things that have been completely outside your current view. And to all of my sisters that journeyed with Aurum with me, thank you for being willing to be so authentic and go into all of the places!! It made such a difference. I love you all.โ โ Colleen, crucible participant
"It was life-changing for me to choose into this work - and it continues to be. Nicole opened my eyes to the profound magic of daily practice. The group showed me what it can be like when sisters come together to be vulnerable and loving, and that intimacy can exist without being shamed or chastised. Iโve learned to see โyuckyโ or โundesirableโ parts of me as fragmented parts of me, shadows that can be loved back into wholeness. I have stepped into my magical power because of the love and wild remedies you so lovingly dosed. I am so, so grateful. Thank you, from the bottom of my heart.โ โ ES, crucible participant
โI havenโt worked for the last 6 years as Iโve been a stay at home Mum, so I didnโt think it would even be possible for me to invest this time and money in myself to create a soul-led life and business (especially with having a 5 year old and 3 month old baby when I started!), but if your soul is calling you to this path and you choose it, there are magical ways of creating the time and money you need to invest in it.โ - Olivia Roff, 1:1 client
โI am so incredibly grateful for the magic of this journey. Difficult (like you said - more difficult than I expected) but so miraculous. Thereโs no going back! Thank you so much Nicole.โ- AR, crucible participant
โNicole is like a loving fast forward button to deep healingโ โ crucible participant
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Is your magical soul feeling the call?
FAQโs
Q: I canโt make the live sessions, can I still join?
A: The live sessions will be recorded and replays will be shared into the groups. They are transmission and teaching circles, rather than sharing circles (sharing opportunities will be provided, though it mostly goes deep in the group), so whilst thereโs the invitation to join us live, it is optional. We do ask that you try and co-create a way to join us for the first live ceremony as itโs nice to gather everyone together and be connected, but itโs not a requirement if itโs a real challenge. We will also space the live sessions across different time zones, so that people can join live at some point.
Q: Iโm not sure if I want to be a โhealer, teacher or guideโ - I feel a call, but it terrifies me, and Iโm not sure - is it for me?
A: Yes, this is absolutely for you - most women called to being a healer will feel a lot of fear when they first hear the call to a deeper purpose with their unique, magical gifts, so itโs completely normal that this feels terrifying, and that youโre uncertain if thatโs really your calling. This journey is for sensitive souls to heal themselves and their inner healer wounds - and so when I use the word โhealerโ I am also referring to women who want to learn how to become their own healer, as well as healing others. My invitation is to come with an open heart and see whatโs revealed as you journey - this is a journey of learning to soften and tend fear, and open to what your heart actually desires, so itโs perfect for where you are, and can be navigated at your soulโs own pace.
Q: Iโve heard you talking about the โSecret Witchโ and Iโve real resistance to the idea of โbeing a โwitchโ - does this mean it isnโt for me?
A: It is so common for my women to have resistance to the idea of being a โSecret Witchโ because sheโs a mirror for the parts of ourselves we fear - the way we work with these powerful Archetypal Remedies is that they activate hidden parts of our soul or psyche that we have kept hidden for so long. When we resonate with stories that activate us - like the Secret Witch - this can can create some resistance or triggering, because usually these parts of us want to stay hidden for the very reason that it keeps us safe to hide who we are. So, if you have resistance, itโs actually more likely that this is the exact healing you need to create your more meaningful life. Will you trust that?
Q: I am not sure I trust magic - Iโm more logical and prefer scientific explanations for things, but I am still feeling drawn to this, but Iโve a preference for knowing โhowโ - is this for me?
A: This is perhaps one of the biggest paradoxes that many sensitive women hold; their simultaneous love for and hate of magic. Thereโs often a deep mistrust and rejection of magic in women who are here with magical gifts, whilst also being drawn to it, time and time again - Iโve been there, and know it well. Sensitive women will commonly completely deny their magic by going into more logical things and trying to โrationaliseโ it, or explain it with science - and itโs all, ultimately, a way of innocently bypassing their unique gifts. The fact that youโre in this paradox suggests that you are a healing one - because usually there is some deep resistance when women are truly magical - and so itโs likely actually the very program you need (because Luna especially helps us heal this fear). Will you trust your desire to lead?
Q: Iโm a complete beginner to magic and I donโt know anything about the Archetypal Remedies or how they work - do I need to?
A: This journey is aimed at those taking the very tender first steps into the Archetypal Apothecary path, which means there are no prerequisites to know anything about magic - or the Archetypal Remedies - at all. There will likely be many women who know nothing about magical healing, but just feel a deep call from their soul to be with us, so you are completely welcome. This will be your first magical initiation. However, if you would like to geek out on the art and science and learn more, you can check out this event we hosted here, which dives into the โWhat, Why and How of Archetypal Remedies.โ
Q: Iโm an experienced healer - Iโve already explored so many healing modalities - including homeopathy, or aromatherapy - but Iโm still struggling to create a business in the world; how is this different to other healing, and is it for me?
A: Whilst some of my women are beginners to healing, itโs also really common that my women have journeyed with #allthehealing before arriving at my door, so this is a really powerful question. The Archetypal Apothecary path offers a totally unique Soul Map for women to heal, discover and express their gifts. Remedies arenโt just another modality or โthing to doโ - they offer a unique philosophy that guides women into deeper healing of the fears that are stopping them from expressing their gifts into the world. Our path initiates women into soul - aka the true science and art of deep healing - and it is likely that this will be the deepest work of your life yet. It is work that helps you to make conscious all that has previously been unconscious, which is rare in the โquick fixโ healing world (and why this path has been intentionally designed). Many of my women have explored other modalities and found them unhelpful in isolation (itโs not an either/or - itโs both) - because they lack the deep healing homeopathic, archetypal and energetic healing work that is integrated in this path to heal all of the trauma layers in the way of you being a healer in the world. And thatโs really the key to why my women havenโt yet become healers and birthed their business. This deep healing of your healer wound will help you to begin this journey into actualising your soul purpose. Likewise, if you have deep experience of magic, this is also still for you - our Archetypal remedies will activate you in deeper levels of your healing, and meet you where you are.
Q: My nervous system is already activated enough with fear - Iโm not sure Iโm ready for being triggered. And yet, Iโm really called to this - is it for me?
A: This circle is intentionally designed to guide sensitive women through the most loving of healing - one of the most important principles of this path is love. You will be led by Nicole into learning to tend lovingly to your wounds, until you know deeply in your bones that all of you is welcome. The whole point of this is that your nervous system will learn that someone with power (aka you) has shown up with the loving tending it longs for.
Q: Is this circle only for women?
Yes, this circle is for women only, because the work we will be doing is about becoming aware of and honouring different aspects of the Feminine, including biology, experiences, energetics and cycles that are specific to female bodies.
Q: I love the feel of this program and am really called to it - but Iโm used to a more spiritual path which says we donโt need to โdoโ anything - there seems to be a lot of ritual work or practices here. Is that a requirement?
A: Often my clients come from a spiritual ascension path, before they arrive here at the descent to soul. I myself have walked a spiritual path in my work with the Three Principles, or Law of Attraction, and it was very helpful; yet we are here to co-create with soul. This means we are here to create magic here on earth, in our bodies - as thatโs really the only place magic can be fully experienced. Our work in this path is that of embodiment - and magical practice and ritual is a hugely important part of that. Will you trust your soul to be leading you where you need to go?
Q: Iโve done a lot of spiritual work that tells us we donโt need โhealingโ because itโs all โjust thoughtโ - is this for me?
A: I hear you on this one - that was my path too, and itโs many women who journey with me have been here (many of them exploring spiritual ascension). Itโs not really an either/or - itโs actually both - we co-create as spirit in a body, and this descent back to the body is really the next breadcrumb. Healing is really another word for โexpansionโ - yet it can be misinterpreted for us needing โfixingโ (which we donโt). If we are rejecting โhealing,โ we ignore the wounds held in our bodies and that leaves them creating unconsciously for us and stealing our focus, without us knowing. To truly create what we desire, we need to come back into our bodies and face these unconscious wounds and love them so that our focus can fully be towards love, spirit and truth. Ultimately, love is the healer, and as we learn to love the parts of ourselves that we have shamed, they no longer steal our focus, and we come back to wholeness and can harness our focus toward what we truly desire. These two podcast episodes will be serving for you - Episode 28 - Do We Need Healing with Dominic Scaffidi + Episode 20 - How to Harness your Focus to Create Intentional Magic with William Whitecloud.
Q: Iโm really called to this path but it feels really โunknownโ and Iโm a bit nervous to go there. How can I get over the fear of joining?
A: This is again such a common and welcome fear along this journey. The path of soul is not easy - and it is not for everyone - but youโll know if it is calling you because youโll begin to be activated in ways youโve not felt before - and you may also begin to notice synchronicities calling to you. The only way to really overcome this is to offer yourself as much love as possible to the parts of you that want to โknowโ the way. If you are sensing it is for you, then it likely is for you - and it will keep calling you until you answer. Can you offer yourself the love you need to choose it anyway?
Q: I donโt even know if magic or power are available to me- I doubt my gifts - what if Iโm the one person that itโs not possible for?
A: I think this is the question that pretty much all of my women feel applies to them; and this fear is so welcome. And still, Iโve never met a woman drawn to working with the Archetypal Apothecary who isnโt magical and powerful (even though she likely doesnโt feel it). Usually there is simply some deeper fear about magical capability and worthiness that is in the way of you seeing your gifts. Paradoxically, this is the very work that Archetypal Apothecary healing modality guides you into seeing. The greatest paradox in the path of soul is that the wisdom we gain within the journey helps us to see the truth we feel we need to choose it; so the deeper invitation is to allow yourself to be courageous and choose to trust your heart to lead - this is the deep work here. The only ticket required to enter the gateway to this journey is hope for your possibility.
Q: Is sharing required in this program? Iโm a bit nervous to share in front of other people.
A: I can almost guarantee that every woman joining this program will feel this fear of being seen and sharing. And, in our introductory journeys, the live circle element is more of a teaching circle, which will mean there is little sharing required - unless you have a question or long to share something in the space where you are invited to. There is a beautiful group for the sisterhood to connect deeper, where you can share as much of your heart as you long to - this is your journey and you choose how deeply you go and how much you offer of yourself (though youโll get more from it if you do choose to share).
Q: I'm drawn to this but life is really busy and don't know how I'll fit it in to my schedule.
A: This is a common resistance of the women who have a deep call to this program, because it is ingrained in us by the world to put 'things to be done' first, and that we are โself-indulgentโ if we choose healing or magic. And, if youโre feeling this, it means it is actually even *more* of a confirmation that this journey will be especially deeply serving for you. Your own Archetypal Apothetcary is calling to you because the powerful part of your soul wants you to grant yourself permission to create a magical new way of being in life. Will you choose to hear her?
Reach out if youโve any more questions that will help you chooseโฆ
If youโre still unsure whether โLunaโ can help youโฆ
Oh my heart, if youโre still reading this far, Iโm honouring you for still being here; and I can sense you have some understandable fears or reservations arising. Believe me, I know itโs feeling like a risk for you to choose into a journey like this - and you may be thinking โwill this be worth it?โ or โwhat if this is another thing that just doesnโt work?โ or โcan I really do this?โ - or โwhat will others think if I allow myself to choose this, and I powerfully create magical healing transformation?โ I want you to know, these are all such normal fears, and theyโre so welcome in my space - and youโll come to learn to love yourself in these, if itโs aligned for you to join us.
Iโd love to know: if youโre still not sure, what is it you need to create from our journey together, in order for it to be worth choosing? Message me to let me know and we can explore if what you desire is possible in this group programโฆ
If youโve not already, Iโd recommend you see our vast number of testimonials from other women above, and I invite you to check out some of the above FAQโs, to help you see if your particular question is answered there.
Regarding my own experience, Iโve been guiding women in their healing journeys for a decade - and you donโt have to just take my word for it - our work with Archetypal Remedies has been featured in lots of press. Over the years, Iโve shared my voice as a leading specialist in both healing and mainstream press, including Soul and Spirit Magazine, Holistic Therapist Magazine, Kindred Spirit Magazine, Tiny Buddha blog, Yoga Magazine, Metro, Badass Womanโs hour radio, Natural Health Magazine, Oh Magazine, Wellbeing Magazine, True Health, Sivana East, MgGill Media and many others - and written educational pieces for holistic colleges, including leading homeopathic college the Centre for Homeopathic Education (CHE) in London and New York. Iโve also hosted or been invited to hold space at events and leading holistic wellbeing festivals like Fire + Alchemy, Mind Body Spirit, Rest Fest, The Life Centre and More Yoga in London, sharing my healing ceremonies, or keynote talks. Iโm fully insured as a professional, qualified healer, and am a specialist Consultant for global healing organisations and suppliers, including Base Formula, for whom I regularly write educational blogs.
If youโre just beginning here, we also intentionally offer a Starter Pack which contains lots of great free resources - including an Illumination Workbook and free Taster Healing Journey with Archetypal Rosa, as well as links to our press features, blogs, Secret Witch Show podcasts (which are full of magic) and free workshops around โhowโ the magical technology of the path works. Iโd recommend you begin here as it is intentionally designed to help you begin the journey yourself and get a taster to see if you like our work. Check it out belowโฆ
Want a Taster? Begin with our Free Secret Witch Ceremony & Starter Pack...
Meet Your Witch: Heal Yourself, Become the Healer - A Sacred Initiation
Want a Taster of Luna herself?
Watch our taster experience
โHow to open to your healing gifts - especially if you fear and doubt your โmagicโ
PS: To Recap...
To recap: in this journey, youโll open to healing with Archetypal Remedy, Luna (Moon), which will guide you into healing your self-doubt, trusting your healing wisdom, embracing your Feminine mystery and manifesting magic, so you can open to trusting your unique, healing gifts and take aligned-action towards your meaningful purpose as a magical healer, teacher or guide. Itโs a step towards becoming a healer - for yourself or others. This journey is the result of over a decade of my experience as a healer, teacher and guide, and offers the path I *wish* Iโd had so that I didnโt spend all the time, energy and money I did; all carefully and magically curated to guide you along your journey in the most loving way possible. This is a popular group program, which I wonโt be running again for a while - and spaces are limited and expected to go quickly, so if youโre feeling the calling to kindle your magic, ensure you secure your space with us in circle.
Still Not Ready? Thatโs Okay...
I completely honour when itโs just not the aligned time for women to join - and itโs really important to me that women honour that for themselves, because we want you to join our programs and feel able to engage and get the most from them. Iโd recommend tuning into your heart beyond the fear, and weighing up the costs and benefits of joining, in order to choose consciously, and if it is still not aligned, then Iโd recommend listening to our Secret Witch Show podcast which is full of gems for you to travel yourself - you can check that out here (and join our Secret Witch Society on Facebook, to share with us too):
TERMS OF CONTRACT:
This requires a commitment to your soul, therefore payments are non-refundable.


