‘Secret Witch’s Apothecary’

- /ˈsiːkrɪt/ /wɪtʃ/ /əˈpɒθɪk(ə)ri - noun

“a sacred portal for the woman who feels ancient healing magic in her bones - yet trembles at the threshold.”

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I see you, Secret Witch...

You’ve always known there’s some deeper and more magical burning within you. You’re the woman who feels the soul-stirring pull to something ‘more’ - perhaps to live your magical destiny as a healer - yet it feels terrifying, and fear keeps you hiding.

You want to open to your power, your magic, your wildness - yet you simultaneously fear judgment and failure - you fear if you embrace your authentic ‘witchy’ self it will obliterate your life. The idea of opening to your gifts calls to you - yet also scares you and feels a million miles away - and you just want to heal yourself.

On the outside, you may say everything’s ‘fine’. But inside, you’re overwhelmed, burnt out, and feeling exhaustion no amount of rest can help - disconnected from any sense of ‘aliveness’. Your body whispers to you through mysterious chronic symptoms no doctor can explain, and you’re stuck in people-pleasing, feeling resentful of always putting others before yourself. Maybe you’ve spent a lot of time trying to ‘fix’ your ‘brokeness’ - feeling like you're both ‘not enough’ and also dimming your shine as ‘too much’ - yet nothing seems to work.  

Are you resonating?

Here’s My Point of View...

You are not broken. You do not need fixing.

You need to reclaim your magic.

Your fear is not a ‘stop sign’ saying you’re ‘not ready’ -

It’s a natural reminder that there’s just some more ‘personal’ healing to do first.

What you’re experiencing is your Secret Witch calling you into initiation - to heal yourself, become your own remedy and learn to serve it to others.

She’s the part of you that’s been shamed, silenced, hidden, and overshadowed by fear. She’s calling you to slow down, stop running and start remembering who you are beyond your wounds - inviting you to answer the call to your magical healing and destiny.

I’ve know it well - over a decade ago, I was feeling the same fears and self-doubts. And here’s what I’ve learned: true healing doesn’t come from external ‘quick fix’ promises of healing - numbing, plastering over, avoiding.

The real medicine is in the alchemy - the real art and science of magical healing - aka the slow loving-back-home of all the ‘lost’ magical parts of our souls that have been shamed and suppressed as we try to fit into our half-hearted mundane lives.

My love, real healing is about remembering the magic that’s always been inside, waiting to be given permission. Slowly, softly, tenderly. 🌹

Your Secret Witch is calling you into gathering in sisterhood for initiation.

Let’s remember the witch that’s always been there, waiting for you to claim her. This is your invitation to reclaim your magic.

Your time is now.

this is where your TENDER FIRST STEP in the Secret Witch’s Apothecary Membership begins...

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This is for you if...

🖤 You feel lost and trapped in a busy, unfulfilling life, struggling to create space for your magical witch, feeling torn between ‘mundane’ and ‘magic’

🖤 You experience burnout, exhaustion, or mysterious health symptoms like chronic fatigue, autoimmunity, IBS, pain, womb and menstrual imbalances (like endometriosis or PCOS). 

🖤 You’re deeply sensitive and easily overwhelmed - either suppressing or exploding in emotional melt-downs, panic or anxiety, leaving you feeling ashamed.

🖤 You live in either hyper-vigilance or distraction and numbing

🖤 You struggle with people-pleasing, guilt and feeling’ selfish’ if you create space

🖤 You feel a deep call to magic and sense you’re meant to be a healer-witch (and you love all ‘woo’ - from manifestation to moon magic, to crystals, herbs and spirit communion) - but doubt yourself 

🖤 You feel alone and long for a like-minded sisterhood (even though it also scares you)

If this is you, maybe it’s time to:

 

Heal

yourself.

  Reclaim

your magic.

 Express

your Witch.

  Live

your destiny.

 


 

What’s Waiting for You in the Apothecary

The Secret Witch’s Apothecary is not another ‘course’ or ‘quick fix’. It’s not something to keep up with, rush or add to your already busy ‘to do list’.  

It’s a sacred witchy playground where you’ll learn to live into your magic in every day life - learning the art of alchemy and how to heal yourself first, so you can open to your vision to express your authentic self and become a healer Witch. This is where you’ll reconnect with your self-healing power and magic (learning to heal yourself with your inner archetypal apothecary of energy remedies), and begin to live the life you’ve always known was waiting for you.

Through live ceremony, supportive sisterhood, and simple yet powerful magical practice, we’ll journey together to reclaim the Witch within.

 
 

What You’ll Receive

Each month, we gather once - in a live ‘moonly’ ceremony (every 3rd or 4th Thursday closest to New Moon - see FAQ’s at the bottom of this page for times), within our private and fully confidential online sisterhood to manifest magic and receive healing, guidance, and support. You’ll have access to:

🌙 Manifesting with the Moon - our New Moon Medicine Ceremony - a live monthly initiatory circle where you’ll be served with a healing archetypal remedy transmission - to deepen your healing and focus your magic - with options to share and recieve guidance from Nicole or be witnessed (if you desire)

🔥 Journalling and Ritual Prompts - occassional, simple but powerful magical healing invitations when they feel alive - including journal prompts, rituals and embodiment practices to help you carve out space for your witch and integrate self-healing and magic into your daily life - at your pace.

🌿 Access to the Archetypal Remedy Library - a library full of our self-guided archetypal remedy journeys - including Rosa, Aurum, She-Wolf, Luna , Phosphorus and Clear Quartz- and more as the replay library expands (future live journeys will be offered separately when they arise)

🕯 Monthly Q&A Thread - a chance to ask Nicole anything about magic, healing, working with your archetypal apothecary, or becoming a witchy healer (can be anonymous if preferred)

🧙‍♀️ Sisterhood - be part of a loving, global coven of likeminded women - it’s the perfect playground to practice expressing your magic in a safe way and stay focused on your vision - or simply sit by the fire and soak up the gold.

This membership is designed to be accessible worldwide, providing a tender first step and a more affordable way to work with me than 1:1 sessions allow. It’s a slow, soft yet potent healing space where perhaps, for the first time in your life, you feel safe to express and truly understand the phrase ‘all is welcome.’


Are you ready to step inside and awaken your MAGIC?

 

Feeling the Call to Join Us?

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Becoming a Healer Witch Starts with Healing Ourselves First

The Woman You’ll Become

True healing isn’t about “fixing” what’s broken. It’s about lovingly reclaiming the lost magical parts of our souls that have been clouded in our shame, guilt, fear and wounded layers.

Imagine yourself in 12 months from now:

  • You’ve opened your heart to a journey with your inner Witch (and honestly, if that’s all you do, that’s enough!)

  • You’ve started to connect to your healing power, learning how to harness your inner apothecary for self-healing

  • You’ve opened to healing some doubts and self-criticisms, allowing your magic to feel real and tangible

  • You have a deeper connection to your body and trust your wise intuition 

  • You’ve started to embrace your magic - whether that’s via moonly manifestation, ritual, herbs, remedies, energy work, or simply living your unapologetic magical life

  • You’re feeling more comfortable with the idea of sharing your authentic expression - your magic with the world

  • You’ve found your sisterhood - and you’re feeling seen, supported, and empowered.

This is the work of becoming of a healer - at your soul’s pace. Truly, there’s no rush - this is just an opening.

Because that’s really how ancient medicine women always ‘lived into’ their healing powers - by healing themselves first, and discovering their gifts in their wounds along the way.

The universal healing law ‘similia similbus’ means ‘like cures like’.  It means people are remedies - we, in our healed state, heal those ‘similar’ to us.

You are a remedy - both for yourself and others. The question is - are you willing to slow down, tune in, and love yourself back to remembrance?

It’s time to *become* the remedy. ✨

 

This is a fit for you if you:

✨ Are a sensitive woman ready to claim your healing power, instead of ‘fixing’ yourself.  

✨ Long for a sacred, soul-paced journey to reclaim your inner magic - and take responsibility in the process - but you want it to be sustainable.

✨ Are willing to carve out some time - some weeks that might be an hour, some much less - to engage in rituals, practices, and journalling prompts.  

✨ Are open to reflections on your magic and blocks.  

✨ Feel called to a meaningful, impactful life – perhaps as a healer, teacher, or guide – and know reclaiming your magic and healing yourself is the first step.  

✨ Are looking for a sisterhood (you’re welcome to sit and soak it all in without interacting)

This is not a fit for you if you:

❌ Want to outsource your healing – we can only heal ourselves.  

❌ Aren’t willing to create space for the circles (live or on replay), rituals, or reflections.  

❌ Have higher priorities than alchemy and self-healing.   

❌ Want to rush the path of becoming a healer or rely on ‘quick fixes’.  

❌ Don’t want to look at your wounds or tend to your nervous system and inner child.

❌ Are not female – this space is for women, as we work with the feminine, including unique biology, energetics, and cycles.

❌ Prefer to have a lot of deep, bespoke support, reflection and guidance - you might be more suited to one of my deeper 1:1 containers.


 

Commitment

True healing isn’t a ‘quick fix’ - it’s a slow, sacred, magical soul-reclamation, and I’m here to walk with you.  There is an initial 3-month commitment to ground you in the space. After that, you can continue monthly (and you can leave at any time with a simple email, giving 1 month’s notice - no pressure, no guilt).

 

 

Investment

The value of this membership is over £3000/year, but it’s my heart’s deepest desire to meet women wherever they are - because healing should be accessible to all, and without pressure - so I’ve intentionally removed the biggest logical barrier to investing - making joining the cost of just one live circle - £33/month.


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for just £33/month

Join at £33/month

If you are truly struggling, I’d like to help...

There is an £11.11/month option – a financial need option – for those experiencing significant financial hardship - for example if you are on government benefits or other financial support and you’re really finding it difficult to make ends meet.

Please complete the short application for this tier by clicking the button below. There are only 5 spaces available at this price, and it’s important to me that they are offered to those who genuinely need support to step into this path.

Apply for Financial Need Option
 

 

A Guarantee

I know how scary it can be to take the leap. But having guided many women before (with glittering testimonials), I’m so confident this space will begin to help you heal and reconnect with your magic that I’m devoted to lowering your risk.

If you desire to go deep (and for some just attending the moon magic ceremony will be enough, so there’s no pressure - this is just a first step), after 3 months of committing to setting smart intentions (as guided), attending all live circles and engaging with at least one archetypal remedy journey from the library, you don’t feel meaningful shifts in your healing, I’ll refund your payment fully. I won’t promise unrealistic goals - you won’t be fully healed, and you won’t be a healer in 3 months - but you will start to feel something shift - whether that’s deeper self-compassion, opening to trust, or a new way of seeing your possibility.

 

 

Will You Answer the Call?

Your Secret Witch is calling for you to open your heart to your magic. 

Her doubts, fears, and resistance are all part of the magical initiation. 

This is your invitation to step in - at your own pace.

Sisterhood is waiting. Your magic is waiting. Healing is waiting.

Are you willing to trust the call of your soul to the Witchy playground, step in fully and slowly, and open to allowing yourself to gently transform?

 

 

Begin...

Your witch is waiting…

 
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Still Got Questions? Want More Details?

If you want to read glittering testimonials, common FAQ’s, or just soak in more details on the journey -

click here for the ‘fuller’ read.


 

“it confirmed my magic”

“Before this journey, I hadn’t really believed in my magic side, I’d been discovering it but not really trusting it. But in circle, a few women bathed me in words like “transcendent and other-worldly” and it confirmed my magic; something that I’d been doubting about myself.

I have a better idea of what my own medicine and gifts are - who I came here to be and how I can be of service to others. I had agreed to develop a collaboration with another organisation before the group journey and I feel like the work I did in this journey to get to know myself has made it easier for me to get across what it’s all about, what I’m all about, and how I can help others to find their own magic through their voice. It’s made my path a lot more clear.”

- Laura Hill, Crucible Participant

 

 

PS: To Recap...

To recap: This membership is a sacred sisterhood to awaken your magic and self-healing power through archetypal remedies, grounded in the point of view that to become healer Witches we have to heal ourselves. It supports you in remembering your magic, healing yourself, discovering your soul’s gifts, and opening to your destiny as a healer. Anchoring you in embodiment practice and ritual, it invites you to slow down, create space for your inner witch, and manifest more magic in daily life.  Crafted from over a decade of my experience as a healer and guide, this is the path I wish I’d had - curated to support your journey with love. It’s a sisterhood and self-paced Witch reclamation that’s the cost of just one live circle a month - with a money-back guarantee if you find no meaningful healing. Spaces will be limited in future enrolments, so if you feel the call, secure your place in circle now.

 

TERMS OF CONTRACT:

Initial subscription is 3 months’ minimum commitment. After that it becomes a monthly subscription and you have the capacity to cancel with a simple email giving 1 month’s notice. This requires a commitment to your soul, therefore payments are non-refundable - unless you’ve fulfilled the requirements for our above Guarantee. All content inside the Membership is the intellectual property of Nicole Barton, Secret Witch™ and Archetypal Apothecary™, and is for your personal use only - no copying, sharing, or commercial use without permission.