Episode 4: How and Why your Soul is Secretly Longing for Death, Disruption and Descent

with Nicole Barton

In today’s episode I am thrilled to be freestyling on the controversial topic of how & Why Your Soul is Secretly Longing for Death, Disruption and Descent. It’s not your average thought that you are longing for death, but it’s something I came to see really was so important along the journey to liberating the Secret Witch, and that’s why I wanted to share this episode with you early on!

In this episode I help you understand how you’re longing to be shaken up to create new ways of being, why the commonly trodden Ascension path isn’t really the way to freedom, as well as why death, disruption and descent are where the magic is - and why this is only possible within our bodies! Let’s dive in!

What You’ll Learn from this Episode:

On the Ascension path there is so much shame about having desires - but a life of soul requires us to use our will to listen into desire and honour them to co-create our lives - we are in a constant dance between soul and spirit
Death, disruption and descent are the only route to soul - we must create death to old ways of being in order to birth new ones.
The only way is through - we have to love ourselves through the darkness until we are liberated and have alchemised our gold - but we must consciously choose to look into our darkness for this and love and approve of it
In doing this, we free ourselves from our shadow - we discern what is useful to alchemise into our gold and to liberate ourselves
Our feelings are powerful messengers - by sensing into our bodies we can discern which feelings to loving hold and process (e.g. grief) versus those less helpful fear-based stories which we want to dissolve and then re-focus our attention in the direction we wish to create in
Without our bodies Magic cannot happen - it is a process of transformation which is only possible in our bodies - this is the space for our soul to dance
What most powerful women are unconsciously misunderstanding is that we are creating our lives - it’s not just down to the universe - we have personal will - we can do the work to clean our energetic by diving into our shadow - and then we can choose our focus to create a magical life! This is misunderstood by both society *and* the ascension path!
We have to *choose* the Descension path of death and destruction to create our lives - and that takes courage, so it can seem a scarier path than the Ascension path, but its benefits of being fully alive in our own radiance, wild power and majesty - living our truth - and are so worth the costs! We won’t get that from Ascension alone.

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