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“But I can’t” = a call to your magical power as a healer, teacher or guide…

“But I can’t” = a call to your magical power as a healer, teacher or guide…

" I am here to help you create a life that is in total soul alignment with the healer, teacher or guide you were born to be - and ironically, I see that creating abundance happens as a direct consequence the deeper we step into alignment, but it’s a byproduct and bonus of the deeper richness of truly living your purpose."

~ Nicole Barton

"But I can't" = a call to your magical power...  

Musings on the common money fear magical women who are here to be healers, teachers and guides often feel…

I hear so many women say "I feel so called to this... But I can't". And oh my heart do I understand that feeling more than you could believe.

I've felt the lack of possibility, the hopelessness, the trappedness in my life. I've felt the lack of belief in my own power. I've felt the mistrust in life and the need to micromanage and stay as I am. I've felt the tension, the tightness of the contraction.

And sometimes I still do.

Going into the sensitive wisdom of the body…

Going into the sensitive wisdom of the body…

"I had no trust, back when I had a paralysed face, that I could heal myself (even though I had done it before, a million times over, and healed others) - and yet, taking the deepest plunge yet into trusting my body wisdom, even when it was terrifying had me not only heal my supposedly ‘incurable’ face, but it was also the initiation that had me discover my deepest purpose…  These portals often are."

~ Nicole Barton

Unfurling into our body wisdom...  🌹💃

Today, I remembered back to a time three years ago when, despite  having a great deal of wisdom about listening to my body (it’s been a lifetime’s initiation for me), I was still unconsciously choosing to ignore it - and it left me with an entirely paralysed face on the right side.

It was mid-pandemic and I was about to give birth and I’d been pushing and forcing my way through life, despite knowing that there was a deeper intelligence to life - a universal wisdom in my body - that was growing my baby.  

I was still ignoring the wise nudges of my body saying “slow down, please”.  And because of that, my body manifested numbness (quite literally).

I am woman- I am *all* faces of the Feminine

I am woman- I am *all* faces of the Feminine

“I realised I had some resistance to showing up as the tender, soft pinkness of the Rose, because when I started this journey into my power, I rejected parts of myself that I called "Pastel Swan" - for the parts of me that were wilder. And this week, I realised - I am the union of them all. And even Rosa herself is the alchemy of her seeming opposites of thorns and softness, into a third way. “

- Nicole Barton

I've been feeling a lot recently into how soft and gentle Rosa's energy feels - and how different she feels to some of the other "faces of the Feminine" Archetypal Remedies we serve. Shes vastly contrasting to Naja's fierce truthfulness, and she will feel different again to Luna's magic and Aurum's power and She-Wolf's wildness.

You see, each of the Archetypal Remedies we serve in this path have their own unique medicine.

Their own personalities. 🎭

⚡ And each of these Archetypes is within us already - awaiting our activation and invocation.

Manifesting our heart's desires, magically- by working with Archetypal Rosa's soft, opening healing

Manifesting our heart's desires, magically- by working with Archetypal Rosa's soft, opening healing

"I hope you will go out and let stories happen to you, and that you will work them, water them with your blood and tears and laughter till they bloom. Till you, yourself, burst into bloom."

~ Clarissa Pinkola Estes

Yesterday the scared 'Secret Witch' in me (who doesn't know her own power and magic) had been feeling some contraction, some fear, some uncertainty. She was full of self-doubt and sadness, grief and loss because there's a lot to hold at the moment. I know we all feel that, collectively.

And a few years back I'd have just either spun deeper and deeper down, or bypassed how I was feeling entirely.

I found myself reflecting, later, on what was different about how I hold that now, and I started to honour the powerful part of myself.

Firstly, instead, I cancelled anything I'd planned for the afternoon to simply sit in the garden listening to the birds, journaling, journeying with my inner child. Letting my tears fall, feeling, healing and alchemising by being with what was there.

Being with my little girl.

Why I chose to look more closely at being "too busy"

Why I chose to look more closely at being "too busy"

  It takes deep love to heal that belief and cultivate the knowing for ourselves that we *are* worthy of more. It's taken me deep psychological + magical work that no amount of floral baths would have fixed in isolation.”

~ Nicole Barton

For many modern women the idea of self-care is a fantasy. Back in the day where I was living a mundane life, I'd have said I didn't have time for it. I'd have said I was "too busy" as I ran around doing what the world expected, working my bum into the ground in a professional career that exhausted me, bending to other people's desires, saying "I don't mind".

So the fact that today, I 'indulge' in rose petal + herbal paths whilst supping hot cacao and open my heart to my desires being provided + allowed is a far cry from who I used to be (I write in inverted commas as I no longer see these things as 'indulgent' but necessary).

There can be a misconception about my work - you see, I'm not simply guiding women into more self-care and bubble baths (though of course that's always part of the invitation).

An invitation into deeper connection to yourself...

An invitation into deeper connection to yourself...

“Luna’s energy - first and foremost - represents MAGIC - she is part of the unexplainable mystery of life, which is so often rejected in our society.  Magic is really a word for all that can’t be explained ‘yet’.”

~ Nicole Barton

One of the invitations I often make to women who are feeling trapped in their mundane lives, burned out in their careers, numbing themselves to cope with the pain of being a sensitive woman who is stuck on the dull, busy hamster wheel of life, is one that equally (for some) also comes with some deeper (understandable) resistance.

It’s an invitation to begin to get in tune with the moon and her rhythms - and to begin to open to your power to manifest magic.

The path that will help you move from dull, grey lives to a life of healing and meaning…

The path that will help you move from dull, grey lives to a life of healing and meaning…

Archetypal Apothecary offers sacred technologies that stands on ancient legs to help you heal and become who you were born here to be.”

~ Nicole Barton

Unlike many other coaching and spiritual modalities out there, our work in the Archetypal Apothecary path is grounded in ancient sacred magical art + science - with the intention to help you heal the fears that arise in that messy part of the transition from mundane lives into opening to healing and deeper meaning.

The main foundations of our path being Homeopathy, so we thought we’d share more about how our path was formed.

3 Places to Self-Heal to Move from Mundane to Magical Lives

3 Places to Self-Heal to Move from Mundane to Magical Lives

These three things have been invaluable to my journey of creating a juicy, fulfilling, meaningful life.  That’s why they are the ancient legs - and compass - of my modality.”

~ Nicole Barton

If there were a compass that helped us navigate the journey in our Archetypal Apothecary Mystery School ‘boat’ from mundane to creating meaningful lives, it would have three directions.

The idea is that if you reclaim your healing of the following three directions on the compass, then you’ll eventually end up opening to deep healing of yourself - deeper love, health + groundedness.

Those three directions are shown beautifully here by our Venn diagram.

I remember the day it all came crashing down…

I remember the day it all came crashing down…

I believe that was my first 'adult' initiation into what I now know to be "soul".”

~ Nicole Barton

I remember the day it all came crashing down. I sobbed in the toilet at work - I'd had a drama over stock not coming in on time for the brand I managed, sales teams chasing me, customers angry, and I was drowning in spreadsheets up to my ears (which I *hated*), trying to sort it out. My head felt like it exploded, everything was fuzzy and I couldn't breathe.

At home life wasn't much less grey - I'd suffered with an infection after a minor op, my beloved granny had died, and I had just bought a house that needed so much renovation that myself and my then partner couldn't live in it, so we were up to our eyeballs in dust.

On top of that, just prior, I'd worked full time, whilst studying for my MBA *and* having a part time job.

You could say I was the kind of girl who had an "I can do anything" attitude; the kind that said "I can do anything, so let's just do it all - just pile it on my plate and I'll get to it." Which very often led to emotional meltdown as I realised that I had no boundaries and wasn't as robotic as I'd assumed.

I was the kind of girl who worked until 3am answering every email with perfectionist detail, double checking I'd signed my name correctly, or not misspelled someone's name on the email, in case they got upset.

What price are you paying by not choosing soul expression?

What price are you paying by not choosing soul expression?

  This choice to sacrifice your soul - in order to gain security, control or approval - is often deeply unconscious as the sacrifice you are making by not choosing yourself.  

~ Nicole Barton

One of the common fears that has magical women dance around beginning to walk the path of soul and magic (which I love, by the way - imagine, in your head that I’m dancing with you) is that the cost of living in soul alignment can seem expensive.  

This fear can be of the time investment, financial investment, or the deeper costs of the energetic commitment to showing up to do the deep work - or it can be in the other ways it appears to cost us to step fully into our vision.

Examples of these costs could be us having to give up the way of being that we know feels safe - in the case of our Naja crucible, we have have to be willing to step into the mystery, the unknown, and be willing to give up the shield of armour that we wear to protect ourselves from deeper intimacy - to show up vulnerably. 

Like Cures Like = The Witch Cures The Witch Wound

Like Cures Like = The Witch Cures The Witch Wound

 “ Because it is our STORY that connects with others and creates an ENERGETIC RESONANCE that provides HEALING (or expansion).”

~ Nicole Barton

The core principle of our work here at Archetypal Apothecary Mystery School is that ‘like cures like’ - and this basis is grounded in the Universal law and magical principle of “similia similbus”.

It essentially means that to have IMPACT in this world as leaders, we have to show up in the fullest EXPRESSION of our souls and shine our light so that it reaches others.

Because it is our STORY that connects with others and creates an ENERGETIC RESONANCE that provides HEALING (or expansion).

This is why reclaiming our unique and true soul expression is a requirement for us to share our gifts in the world.

Are you going to let fear of rejection stop you from creating a magical business?

Are you going to let fear of rejection stop you from creating a magical business?

Sharing, vulnerably, the deepest truth of who we are, courageously - is the most terrifying thing there is - And yet it’s also the most impactful thing we can do, if we are here to be healers and make a difference in the world. 

~ Nicole Barton

I was labelled “mute” when I was in my childhood trauma.  That label stayed with me for most of my life - I remember crying every day I went home from school and had been asked to speak in class, I hid from other children and kept myself to myself - armoured up, just in case I’d be rejected again (because my Dad left, when I was 4 and I was doing everything I could to not have that pain again).

And so, when I came to creating a magical business, it was a real journey of liberating my voice.

I remember firstly starting with writing - that felt safe, and I had a lot to say, so I started sharing on a blog.  And then came the social media criticism - 

The Universe isn’t going to choose alignment FOR you, my love.

 The Universe isn’t going to choose alignment FOR you, my love.

 In our business, if we wait to take action until we have clarity, then we will never have clarity - because it’s in the action and expression that truth is revealed.

~ Nicole Barton

Oof, that’s a bit of a potent and triggering one, if we feel into it honestly, isn’t it?  I meant it’s probably one that will mess with your spiritual paradigm for sure, so I’m here to love you in that.

And, I mean, on one hand, there is a truth that the Universe and spirit often does actually choose for us - because we’ve not taken the aligned action to choose for ourselves…

But is that REALLY how we want to be living?  Floating around, ‘seeing what happens’ and ‘waiting to see what clarity we get’ but not hearing any ‘inner guidance’?

Lost, confused in our transitions, without an inner sense of guidance?

Do you Struggle to Trust your Guides?

Do you Struggle to Trust your Guides?

 “ What’s more vulnerable to admit is I look back and see how I blamed them for that, instead of taking the beautiful lessons that came out of it and owning my power.  I had one really big initiation with this, in which I outsourced my power to a guide, and paid tonnes thinking that they would ‘fix’ my problems.  And the biggest takeaway I got from that was that I was giving my power away to someone else.”

~ Nicole Barton

Oh have I journeyed with mistrusting my Guides over the years?  And this is a really common fear that comes up when magical women are thinking about joining our Mystery School to discover their purpose + create a business from them.

I have had many a Teacher, Spiritual Guide, Mentor, Coach + Soul Guide over the years, ranging in investment from a few hundred pounds to tens of thousands - and in truth, when working with many of them, I’ve hit up against not creating what I wanted to create.

It feels vulnerable to share that - and against the grain when I’m here to guide women myself, but in my journey with guides from the self-help and personal development world I took away very little of what I’d hoped to gain.

Your Feminine Expression Liberation Survival Guide

Your Feminine Expression Liberation Survival Guide

 “ One of the challenges that magical women hit up against in creating their soul business is intimacy in their RELATIONSHIPS - where they fear their full expression not being welcome, and shut down. If this is a struggle, it’s really a sign we need to heal our Witch Wound.”

~ Nicole Barton

Here’s our survival guide…

Open your heart + lean in to your triggers- know that intimacy triggers are part of the process of your Divine Feminine liberation + welcome them with open arms to reveal more about how you can step into leadership from soul purpose.  Triggers are happening FOR us, not TO us.

Go gently on yourself - remember the key to liberation is LOVE - whatever comes up for you as a block as you learn to express yourself is wanting you to learn how to hold your expansion by being more loving to yourself - and lean how to be your full self in relationship.

How to Align with + Express your Soul Purpose

How to Align with + Express your Soul Purpose

 “ You’ve a unique set of healing gifts - your Medicina - that you were put here on earth to serve to the collective.  It isn’t your tools that are your gifts; it’s YOU.”

~ Nicole Barton

Realise that you were born here for a reason - you’ve a unique set of healing gifts - your Medicina - that you were put here on earth to serve to the collective.  It isn’t your tools that are your gifts; it’s YOU.

Set an intention - it sounds obvious, but if you’re not being intentional about aligning with your soul purpose, it won’t happen - let’s get specific.  Show up every day with an intention to align - and then it’s inevitable that you’ll become the woman you’re meant to be.

Which stage of Expression are you in? Good Girl / Rebel / Soul

Which stage of Expression are you in?  Good Girl / Rebel / Soul

 “ In the journey to true soul expression, we often move through different stages of relational healing until we arrive at true soul expression.  It’s not linear - it’s likely we will bounce around moving between the different stages - but it IS likely you’ll be in one of them more often then another. ”

~ Nicole Barton

Three Stages of Soul Expression - for Magical Business

These are three common ones that filter into the way we relate: Good Girl, Rebel, Soul

Are you Feeling Triggered by me?

Are you Feeling Triggered by me?

 “ In peeking, courageously, into that mirror she saw her own power to fully express her own magic.”

~ Nicole Barton

It takes a deep level of courage to choose into this work - often the choosing of the work itself is an initiation. And I'm here to love you in that.

I felt such a depth of love this morning for a magical woman who courageously opened to share with me, very powerfully, that she was feeling triggered by me. She's given me permission to share this, as it feels deeply serving.

Her message arrived to my inbox to let me know she was considering joining Naja, because she'd been feeling strangely drawn to it and was being nudged by magical synchronicity - a Snake arrived at her front door (she's not the first woman to share this)

It's not Soul vs Business

It's not Soul vs Business

 “If a union is to take place between opposites like spirit and matter, conscious and unconscious, bright and dark, and so on, it will happen in a third thing, which represents not a compromise but something new.”

~ Carl Jung

🔥💫IT’S NOT SOUL VS BUSINESS💫🔥

Something that magical women often fear is that they have to make a choice between living from soul OR creating a business. As if the business side of things will have them quivering in the corner, a nervous, burdened and burned out mess.

And I saw this week that one of the gifts I've not yet owned very boldly out loud as part of my soul-business support is my branding and PR expertise. 

Do you Need to Cultivate Connection to your Womb?

Do you Need to Cultivate Connection to your Womb?

  “Our wombspace is one of the portals to our souls - so it’s critical to connect with our wombs when we are journeying more deeply into our true expression - into the highest potential of our souls. ”

~ Nicole Barton

⭐️🐍Do you Need to Cultivate Connection to your Womb?🐍⭐️

Our wombspace is one of the portals to our souls - so it’s critical to connect with our wombs when we are journeying more deeply into our true expression - into the highest potential of our souls.  Here’s a simple exercise to begin to harness Archetypal Snake energy + connect into your womb: